John 12:1 Six days before the Passover, Jesus arrived at Bethany, where Lazarus lived, whom Jesus had raised from the dead.
It used to be that money mattered, schedules ruled, friendships languished, and days were taken for granted – as though life would never end. It used to be that my emotions followed my fortune, or my labors, or my family condition. I used to lay awake at night, my mind racing, my muscles knotted. I worried for my sisters. I worried for my friends. I worried over my future. I wrestled with my past. I planned and plotted and pushed and prodded to scrape a life out of a small town existence. I was both hunted and hunter, predator and prey – until my heart stopped beating in my mid-life race. How I was, and who I was, seem as ghostly apparitions to me now. I can never be the man I was, nor would I ever long for the life I left in the grave. Everything that ever weighed upon my mind; every slight that ever caused me pain; every moment spent in worry, I now regard as wasted time. It took a tomb to change my way of thinking. It took death to wake me up to life. I live each day free from all the things that used to dominate my life. There are just two things I would have you know; two things that really matter today. My name is Lazarus and I’m alive.


